Sunday, January 31, 2010

Zenmack University House that you NEED to visit!




Quite recently I joined forum from the underground Guru called Player Supreme. There is small fee to join it, BUT it's high quality stuff. Insane value for really small price! Supreme himself is really active on that forum and gives great advice to it's members, myself included!

His greatest product is "7 steps to become Player Supreme". This book is about sorting out your inner game and pin points you great advice on what you need to do about yourself.

I read shitloads of material and his book still remained revealing in many ways, even though I've read tons before it.

On a scale from 1 to 10, this book is a fucking 9! Should that happen to be your first book to read on seduction, I am quite positivly sure you would rate it a perfect 10.

Unlike other pick up and seduction products, where material is copy pasted, this book has authentic stuff, that will get you way better in bed... What I've figured out lately, that game only begins in bed, it doesn't end there...

Forum itself is cool place to hang out and it's members are quite nice and also helpful and coming from different life stories, but with same goal.

Forum is private so a lot of game sharing there, without fear that it will compromise your safety and anonimity. If you are the person willing to improve yourself I belive those 5 $ on pay pal you won't regret in any single way.

He is one of rare persons who are down to earth and pleasent to talk to. Anyway to cut the shit, visit: zenmack.com


Thursday, January 28, 2010

Just some sms txt's with my milf...






Me: Today I want my dick sucked by my litlle slut, after that she's gonna get good boning in her tight pussy, the way she most likes it and deserves. I have irresistible urge to fill her with cum in one of her 3 holes. Naughty kiss ;*

She: Morning naughty, I don't know how I am gonna wait the evening to see you after this message now... Naughty girl

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

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Sunday, January 24, 2010

Updating trough January... part 3




I can't bother writing field reports lately... I am not approaching in a way I used to... Maybe I am loosing out on my skillset, but I am at point where I get enough pussy and a feeling that more will come with the vibe that I am currently having...

Investing my time in social circle in my girlfriend and my newly acquired fuck buddy. I am feeling totally satisfied for the time being on this issue.

It was funny how I was vibing tonight in front of my ex... It is funny how chicks can act totally chodely when you become a man. She got all emotional and attracted to me. I felt sorry for her... She doesn't have much choice lately and at this point I am the one who is doing the choosing and having a freedom of choice.

Since I got my foundation handled in the near future I am about to get control and rythm with my current ho'es. I believe I am doing nicely. At some point when new pussy comes around I will check out what she has to offer, in the meanwhile there are plenty of things that I can work on... Handling other areas of my life will improve my game. Need to see the dentist and check out about my teeth and get permanent bracelet.

I will hit the gym more often and study harder in order to get my university into the rythm... Need to get back on my path.

I believe I handled the MILF perfectly, told her that I have gf and she's totally fine with that. From my point of view it seems she doesn't have much choice. I know I am on right path the moment she offered to buy me gloves for this cold weather... That was really cute of her, maybe she could get me some flowers as well, haha :)
What I like the most is that her pussy is obliterated in bed. The way I imposed control over her orgasm, she needs to beg for it and ask for permission before cumming. She gets the load all over the face without any problems, and best of all is that she likes it. I ask her "who's slut she is?" and she responds by yelling out my name...

The same way I am handling my girlfriend.

Only dilemma is should I get my old gf back as fuck buddy or avoid her. She's ex abuser of amphetamines and is medicated on antidepressive and I am not sure that I need the smell of her low self esteem. I am very fond of her as she used to be my first gf I ever had, back in the days when she was far better... It seems something died in her eyes, she doesn't have the energy in her eyes she used to have, something I used to fall in love with and I feel sorry for her... In a way she almost calls out my "captain save a ho" from somewhere deep withing... I tried it back than even, but it was in peril, I believe it is the same now...

I guess it's time waste and my time is far batter spent in some new pussy...

Friday, January 15, 2010

Updating trough January... part 2


(Important note: I am not from USA and wasn't aware of many negative feelings that would come from using the "N" word in this post. It wasn't meant to insult anyone or provoke any negative feelings or racial discrimination, peace)


Loads of days passed and I wasn't typing anything. I have a bit rough period, I mean stressful and full of stuff happening and it keeps me tired a lot, but loads of fun thing are happening.

First of all, the MILF I was writing about in last couple of reports is fucked. Made her fuck buddy and for the first time did something exactly as I wanted. I always had troubles with keeping emotional relationship separated from sexual. This time I did it flawlessly. Told her that we're there for banging each other, but we can't be in relationship.. And that I am there for her.

I am following advice from one nigger about complimenting chicks and seems like a really good thing. Gives that positive vibe to chick that corrects for not giving her attention that she wants and she comes craving for more compliments and more cock and sperm. Also thanks to that nigger for pin point me out the location of gspot.

Beside that I had emotional roller coaster with my girlfriend. It was power fight. It was stupid of me to threat her in the old mindset way. Being kind and all. She totally misunderstood some things and I freaked out on myself, for not leading our interaction in the proper way. She was playing hard to get and I dumped her and was ignoring her, but inside I was furious from vanity, because she wasn't chasing me when I broke up, which eventually she did, like any other bitch would, but that was my own game that was played inside of my head. She was the one to initiate the conversation between us again, after a couple of days... I admire her in a way. Than I met with her and talked with everything that was bothering me.

And explained her all the things that bug me about her. When I mentioned she being overweight and me having an issue with it, she was crushed and started crying. She has gorgeous face, but the quality of sex is affected because of that. She is very bonded to me, I practicly took her virginity. I am affected by her, but I believe I am in control of my emotions she senses that I am stronger than her in that and I think that is what keeps her attracted above everything else (and fucking her brains out). I made a list of things that I want changed and told her take it or leave it. List of things I told her she needs to respect if she wants to be with me, take it or leave it. Some of the things she needs to respect are: 1. I am heavy as a person, that won't change. 2. You are mine. 3. If I don't want to tell you something, do not insist on it. And told her she has some time to think it trough. She agreed instantly. Fat nigga was talking about chaning the chubby into something good. I believe I would chode out if I don't try at least, I know I can influence her that much. She's 19... Now I have 2 chicks begging me to fuck them and chasing me for that and I am satisfied with that for this moment. It takes off a lot of pressure from me and doesn't push me into approaching and breaching the comfort zone consistently. I will do 1 approach a day, just to keep an edge. But seems I got approaching integrated in me, I started doing it automatically, and it seems really good...

Sex with the MILF is fucking fantastic! She has super tight sexy body that loads of girls of my age can dream off. She likes being dominated by me. Likes it when I spray her all over her face and is cumming like crazy. In average I fuck her around hour and a half and during that time she orgasms more than 10 times... I am great full to myself for going to gym for past year! Sex is waaaaaay different when you are in shape. Being in good shape is a must for anyone who wants to bang a lot of chicks. I dirty talk her like hell... "Who's pussy is this?!! Who's pussy is this?" She replies with: "It's yours!" I get my dick hard just when I think of her, let alone when she's near. She is hooked on my cock how I've never seen before. I am getting attention and I am in control. When I was in relationship it was always like that, game didn't change much. I am sure that this skillset is not proper for all people and that not all can learn it... I believe I have spot for 1 more chick in my rotation. I am one step closer to achieving my dream, some sort of sexual independence from pussy, but beside that I have other dreams that I need to fulfill...


New Year's Resolution that is quite big needs to be fulfilled...

Monday, January 11, 2010

From Zenmack with Pride :)



I love generalizations! I really do. This video made me laugh my ass off, but also it kinda pin pointed me in which direction I should be going.

No disrespect for PlayerSupreme, but that was Comedy Central :)

I like attention, it might bring me some more readers to my blog. And I guess I need to focus more on what I am writing and posting more closely.
I guess he really is right when he says my style of writing is robotic, but I just keep journal of sorts for now. Maybe I should really add up value for the
readers, but for that I would have to read some English literature first, it's not same as writing on my native language.

Well, even bad publicity is publicity, so I got to repay the debt to an old man. I will reserve the spot on this post for making a review on his book:
7 steps to become PlayerSupreme. Check out more on his website : http://zenmack.com/

To start of small, since I read shitloads of material in this matter, this book was quite good. It had some shitty introduction that almost led me to stop
reading it, about how players are emotional vampires and stuff like that, really poetic bullshit, but was fun to read "artistic" side of his playerhood.

Unlike copy/paste Mystery Method books all over the place, he actually had interesting points, especially about sex. Made me remember some
things I did well in the past and got me back on track. In bed, you are the one calling the shots, so if you wanna fill the bitches mouth with cum
you don't ask, you just do it!

He has great viewpoint on male/female interaction and why you shouldn't be submissive in relationship, and why you need to be dominant all the
time. He is a bit into BDSM, so that ain't for everyone's stomach, but he's straight about his book, it's not for everyone.

Some of his viewpoints are gloomy and depressing on the social side, BUT since he's black man in US, it's kinda dark enviorment, so I guess that
type of mindset is proper for that social environment. But the biggest idea behind the book is:



Bitches ain't shit!

Updating trough January...


Not doing that well lately. Feel like I exhausted myself on new years eve. Doing amphetamines was not a smart thing to do... Still need some time to recover myself. Seem like it affects my "inner game", bullshit talk, my self esteem is low.

I had a certain degree of success and I just let it slip instead of capitalizing the chance. Okay, not a big deal. Yesterday I opened few sets, all blow outs. Today I opened just one... No intent in me.

It's a massive diffrence compared to Zagreb sarging a week ago... Need to do something about myself. I feel drained and it seems like multiple stuff are draining me.

Need to empower myself in the days to come in order to get back on track... I guess I shoulnd't be skipping my field reports or dairy or whatever bullshit name we give to it. Need to keep up with myself... Today's gym actually helped.



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Acting trough my intentions... For the first time I feel like a fucking player inside out. Saw the milf for the second time, we went for cofee. Before makeout, we fluff talk. I escalate sexual tension, I am really proud how I did this.

I know that I am in control. I don't have the need to go for kiss, because I know it's bound to happen, but also I know it's anticipation is something that is highly sexual. I am making it clear it's bound to happen, but I am not pulling the trigger. At some point, she starts talking about us, and all the reasons why it's not gonna work... She says that we shouldn't be seeing each other again, because she doesn't want to hurt my feelings, because "nothing's gonna happen". I say I agree if that's what keeps her happy, but why do you care about my feelings? And than:

"Ohhhhh, you thought that I am one of those guys!" - I grab her for the shoulder and start crying on the shoulder pretending that I am chode, and cry about how she left me :)

She starts laughing her ass off. It's on! I go in for the kiss. It's highly erotic and I like how she is kissing. I can smell pussy from that kiss...

And than, after that I am about to the, what was the initial plan for the night. To try the pull... My keyboard is dying... Need to swap batteries...


Damn, forgot to finish my pull attempt...

Anyway, so we're talking. I question her logistics and call her to drop by to my place. "So are you up to sleeping outside of your bed tonight?" And she starts thinking about it and how her mom would flame her for going to someone else's flat. I plow it a little bit I can sense she's into it, but I didn't want to pursue it hard and be needy about it. So I stop it and I do it cool, pretty proud of myself. She's like I can't I can't! And I say: "Okay, if YOUR MOM DOESN'T LET YOU, than it's cool!" and put on a smirk on my face :) She laughs as sick, because she's 18 years older than me, and I am busting her balls about her mom. She says that she would like to drop by, the difference between this moment I asked her to drop by to my place and before that moment, is that now she's not thinking about "not talking with me anymore" after that "date"...

I escort her home and we make out on the way there.

Beside that I called out my ex, she was flattering me on my cock. Felt damn good, but I know she's gaming me. Asking her out to drop by to my place for some raw sex...

Day2's and MILF ;p

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