Love Game Winter Travels...

I had my share of fails and success in past couple of days. One of the reason I was traveling was this chick and I know exactly what went wrong, but it's cool, but it really obliterated my ego in a good way.

I was sarging for 3 days straight and opened shitloads of sets and learned from all of that a lot! Let's say I opened around 60-70 sets in past 3 days. Got some emails and just played along. Met lots of new people from community and learned quite a lot from some of them.

When stakes are high lessons learned are better! I never had more confidence in my life than this time.

It was hard to play aggressive game in environment that is not my home town, I am to preoccupied with trouble making guys, which in this case are a lot. So it kinda left me down, but made it all more fun, to play along in high stakes and opening mix sets in kinda hostile environment ;)

And now some well deserved music for my fellow players ;)

Last weekend :)

Well first of all I have to say one important thing, I gave my last exam! Wasn't going sarging as usual, just went out, but no matter what I opened some sets.

I blew some sets hard time, I manage to surprise myself how I can make bullshit mistakes in sets that were going nice for the start. I can make an excuse and say that I was tired, but it doesn't matter. I hanged out with my friends to chill off for a bit. It was kinda cool to go out and not pressure yourself into pushing and yet you still pushed.

I opened kinda hard, grabed the chicks ass. I liked it. She started talking with me, saying something like, you can dance with me, but you can't touch me. I was like, wtf, you can't touch me, something like that.

Anyway she said something that I scared her girlfriend few weeks ago, so she won't come to the same club again, because of me. And I was like, WTF!? And completely choded out!

Why I fell into that frame, even if I did scare off her friend? That kinda shocked me to myself when I left the club and figured out.

She introduced me later on to her other girlfriends, but I was fucked there also...

Anyway bad night, but I don't feel bad about it. Figured out that I can still fall off my reality HARD! And than I was choding a lot after that. I find it funny as hell now, but at that momment, I just couldn't believe my level of reactiveness.

So now that my bachelors is almost done I will have loads of time to be in field. Year 2010 is seten up for my seduction and social skills!

I will post a list of things that will be my plan for next year...

Take care

Day2 Report Sunday

I got lazy with writing field reports. It's not that I am not gaming, but some reason, I can't write...

I had day 2 with the chick from last weekend and it was more or less cool. My game was tight as shit, but only thing I could do better was to instead MeVSshe to turn into "WE"!

Other than that, I had insane Eye Contact, awesome kino and went for kiss as soon as possible. She stayed. We were holding hands, but she seems to resists that going in for the kiss, though I know she wants it.

Was kissing her neck, was pretty cool and I felt that we connected on some level. Other than that I can't go into details, I believe it would be contraproductive. Just wanna keep the basics stored down here for the record.

Loved my game and thought it was perfect, now I know it could be better.

Between she just turned 18 and I have a gut feeling that she's a virgin.

Field Report 05.12. Teenage show ;)

I <3 clubin

Well last night, was simply back to what it used to be before. Since I had rough week of street approaches I actually thought of not doing any that evening. And just started having fun with some friends, when I notice this chick looking at me.

I grab her just above elbow and hold her like that dominantly. Tell her, if you are already looking at me like that, we could as well meet each other. Release her and give her my hand. My name is EmotionFlow, pleased to meet you.

Immediately I eject. This used to happen to me before and I guess it's right thing to do. I get in back and ask her if she's not underage? (She's 17-18). She says, no. I laugh playfully and push her away from me. She grabs me reels me back and asks me: "What does it matter if I am underage or not?"

I put my hand just above her ass and whisper to her: "Well, if you are underage, I can't be dirty with you!" And grab her ass.

From that point on, everything flows. Massive attraction, but whole interaction is like lasting a couple of minutes. We start dirty danceing, I go in for the kiss, she rejects. I plow some more, but no go. She stays there, dancing with me, allowing me to grab her ass, kiss her neck and going down dirty on her, but that's it. I pick her number up, tell her I am gonna call her tomorrow. Seems like she was waiting for that only, and leaves straight ahead, before me. Like instantly. It was funny to me

I text her immediately. Something like this:

"While you can still remember me, type down my number, so when you that THE EmotionFlow is calling you, you will be sure to pick up that phone. Dream in colors... "

She doesn't reply to that. After that I hitted state and flow of game went of naturally from there for the rest of the evening. Had some email close, which I can follow. With some MILF, for change in another club. Had loads of funny interactions. It was totally cool.

Anyway, I called her up today. She didn't answer. Gives me a missed call, I call her back, we fluff talk pretty nicely and vibing. Finding commonalities, talking about some stuff. Told her to send me an sms with her Facebook info, which she did. Hours after the call, later on in the evening.

Than we started texting each other. And she's quite interesting. Fluff texting, boring stuff, than I ask her, if she's naughty all the time and skips school or she's naughty on weekends, she gives some insanely good response complimenting me hard, which leaves me frankly speechless. Cause she's 17-18 and flirts awesome. When did they learn to do it so fast ffs?

Anyway I think it's solid. Not rushing anywhere with hooking up on day2, since I've got exam on Thursday, so after that I am gonna see, what's she about.

Great time and this feels good to be back.

Field Report 30.11.2009. MILF's jewlery

Was sitting in a cafe, with some friends. There were 3 milf's with some jewelry on the table. 1 of them was selling it, two others were buying. Got there, asked them if they're selling and I need to buy some to my gf (which I actually might do).

So we start some convo about that jewelery. I number close the one which is selling thank politely and leave. All 3 of them were giving me advices on which one should I take and how should I choose, really warm and polite. That was the first approach for the night.

Had 3-4 solid approaches. Again no #closes, though went for it, whenever I sensed I could, guess it is still miss calibrated.

We were again approaching with "Do you wanna fuck me?"

The chick to whom I told this got really pissed, I busted her balls for that.

-bla bla bla (totally negative vibe, didn't hear the word she said)

"Hey sweety, don't be so negative, you are cute chick."

-"You are insanely good guy" (totally ironic)

"I know, thank you sweetie!"

She got so pissed, it was funny. Me and guys thought it was hilarious. Maybe she had a rough day. Poor girl. Some of my wings reactions were like, totally shocked, how can someone say something like that...

Seems like time to react in order to approach is getting way shorter, but not short enough in my opinion, still need 1 millisecond of decisiveness. When I approached with 100% belief sets hooked well. Gonna keep that in mind in order to improve. And beside that I need to start sensing buying temperature spikes in order to figure out when to #close.

Field Report 29.11.2009. Do you wanna fuck me?

Unlike last night, this evening was challenge night with 2 of guys from community. We were doing all sorts of silly shit. Set by set... Laughing our asses of.

First set I opened was some blonde chick I asked her if she wants to fuck with me. Than we went to the city square couple of meters from there. In few minutes, her boyfriend approaches me shaking under adrenaline rush yelling to me: "What did you say to my girlfriend?" I wasn't sure who his girlfriend was, cold gazing into his eyes saying: "Nothing negative". Didn't even flinch, he was huge motherfucker, but still shaking his legs. He obviously was furious and needed to grab his balls to do this. He was kinda surprised with reaction, toned his voice and said something: "You insulted my girlfriend, apologize to her."

I gave her hand, and said sorry. She gave hand back, was funny as hell to me. Wondering now, why I jumped into his frame, but it didn't matter, because I could beat his chodley ass off. Actually I felt sorry for the guy in a way. He had a lot of issues approaching me and wasn't sure of anything. I remained totally calm, which surprised me. I didn't stand back, just long cool gaze into, like everything is under control. They left immediately.

After that it was approach fest. We were giving more and more challenges, one after another. It was jack shit to approach at this point and trough out the rest of the night. Loads of funny things happening, we ended with some free popcorn from some random chicks. I had a couple of good interactions, though I freaked the fuck out some group of chicks. I went in too much direct and I guess they thought I was some psycho or something, too much intent or something. I am 1.9 m tall and well built, was wearing long dark coat, so...

After the challenges ended, I actually approached some chicks asking them: "Do I intimidate you?" I guess it was state related, later on I was way more relaxed than before...

I felt like I am shit for past couple of days, but my wings are telling me that I am improving. Well one thing is certain, I am motherfucking approaching machine, fearless what so ever. Can crash into any set any given time. Though, now when I got that shit handled, I want to pay attention to some results. Didn't #close or kiss close in quite a while, which is totally demotivated me. But my wing kept my happy side, I guess he can see it better than I do.

I noticed that you can kino a lot right of the bat. There was quite some kino involved in some of the challenges, so it kinda struck me how close you can get.

I am kinda happy about this, there is large dose of consistent, and some new sticking points that I will handle.

Field Report 28.11.2009.

BOOOOM!

I was approaching like a motherfucker tonight. During the day I opened some chick in the gym, with something that was high risk, went well, fluffed a bit. To open in gym was a barrier, because I am there everyday and kinda don't want to fuck up my social proof there, which is true bullshit, because I really don't need to care what anyone else thinks of me, so I took a baby step toward liberation, there are other hot chicks that work out, why not approach them.

In the evening I met up with 8 guys from the community. I organized entire gathering, some people were missing, but it was cool. I was late, couldn't find a parking lot, barely did it. When I arrived they were chodeing around and talking about the game, some of em, met for the first time. I came in, introduced myself to the crew I didn't know and went opened some chick with: "I like your hat." Convo went from there, I wanted to pull her with us to the club, she politely rejected. I went in too fast again... Damn I seem not to take this seriously enough.

After that, guys went to the cafe and me and my friend went to approach sets on the street. For the rare ocassion I opened 2 set without anxiety. I Believe that was the best set of the evening, vibe and state wise. I opened my target with: "May I meet your friend, she seems really cute" While eyefucking her totally. I found out that my original target is not that good chick, so I swap to friend.

Anyway, eject again. I am starting to believe that I am approaching just for the approach itself, without intention to push trough. I guess that is my new comfort zone that I need to break.

Than entered the caffe and guys were chodeing around about M3 model, NLP, routines and outter game stuff. It was boring, but kinda people were getting to know each other and sharing their goals, sucsess and failures.

Than we went to the club. I opened some two barely legal chicks. It was on till one moment, me in her face and everything was cool and next momment I blew it, don't know why, just felt it.

After that I opened some chick, over my shoulder, she tells me to turn around (away from her), I tell her thanks for inviting me. Tried to plow, although it was blowout out from the start. She started mentioning her BF and that he's behind her and she was serious about it.

My eyes are collapsing, I am gonna finish this story as soon as I wake up.

Street Game Field Report, Married Woman Day

This summary is not available. Please click here to view the post.

Field Report 21.11. Saturday Night Fever Part 2

So when my friend blows it up, we leave that club. We were supposed to meet some other "player" guys in some other club, but their cell phone went dead and we didn't want to pay entrance fee, when there are tons of free clubs around.

Anyway when I was saying hi to the brunette, squeezed her hand, she squeezed back, it kinda filled me, filled me with love, love of interaction with all of those nice chicks that I want to bang, love of them and love for them. They are such a beautiful creatures, reacting to the world around them and having a goal on this planet like everyone else, just other means of achieving it.

Since we get to the next club, it goes a bit downhill. It was insane how we dealt with bouncers. I was on telephone and my friend just pretended how we're supposed to be in and we've got in. I was like all super important on phone and not even paying attention to the guards and they've just let us in. It was smoking hot inside, filled up with chodes mainly, but there were fancy sluts as well Met some friend of mine, picked her number up and we fluff talked for a while. Busted balls of her friend, while my wingman was approaching some set. I enter set and unfortunately his target is like all over me. It seems like he blew it off, but she was onto me. We fluff talk there for a while, but since these were ugly bitches, they didn't hold on my attention for too long. Dunno why he opened them in the first place, we're approaching sick sets, not some second grade chicks

Anyway I try out to open with my bag. Asking chicks for the opinion if they think my handbag is gay, or super gay. I do it just for the fucking fun of it. Not getting the reaction I want to though :/

So we leave the club, on the way to the car I hear 2 bitches talking on english. I yell, hey girls, we are not prepared for that, we need to meet you first, before THAT! They turn around and start to gigle. We start fluff talking and all the time we speak English instead of our mother tongue. This is my field and I bust shit mercilessly vomiting words on them. I game uglier chick, while the other one gets attracted. My friend is not best with English, but we agree on going with them to some fucking 5th club of the night. On the way there I fuck up with the number close on the uglier one. I dunno why I even bothered asking her for the number, but I loose it. It was something about the weed, and I was like, let's smoke weed some day, and she went all like NO, NOOOO I am trying to quit! I was confused with that shit, how can such an ugly chick reject me for number, when I was pulling way better stuff with hotter chicks. Anyway after that we're at club entrance, start talking Serbian and we swap. I get on the other chick, hear her name kept calling her name and we flirt a lot, body language is cool and everything goes smooth until I tell her that she's silly.

She disslikes it, but it's something EVERY chick I ever got hooked up with loved. And it got me confused. I know she's reacting, but why not to that. And I was persistent, cause it's part of who I am to tell stuff like that. Need to detach myself from such things. Anyway I couldn't ask for the number, cause I already asked her friend for it, though she didn't hear it. My wing, wants to eject, it's time to go home and my time to see my girlfriend.

Anyway the way we hugged was something that will keep really dear memory for that night. It was completely something that made my night. I regret now that I gave a fuck about her friends opinion and she not giving me number. Anyway I am never gonna #close ugly bitches again not even for making a mentality of #closing, if I don't like the chick I won't call her anyway, so...

This was my step up. Nothing won in this evening's process, except I helped my wing properly get his chick down. Clubs become my playground. I see something that I didn't knew I was being capable of and had loads of fun in the process, like I hitted 2 blotters of acid :p

Field Report 13.11. Eyes Wide Shut

Uf, glory day... I am exhausted!!!! Had loads of approaches and can't remember half so far. There was this one approach that I'am proud of! Anyway I am gonna state how all went, accurately as possible.

First I've got myself into talkative mood, again, just by saying random hello to chicks around me and I keep getting good responses and hello back. Than I went and asked some chick if she can tell me and my friend where can we eat? She was really polite. We take a walk and approach city square.

I find a glory chick, go hard and go direct, that is like first approach. I keep plowing, she tells me her name, and she's like "I am waiting for my friend". It's quite akward when you go in hard during street game (it was evening, so I can't say it's practicely day game).

The chick gets embarrassed and tells me she has a boyfriend, I reply: "But I am not interested in your boyfriend..." I couldn't handle the pressure after this point and therefore I eject. Somehow I fall into their emotion of uncomfort or it's vice versa, I don't know. Anyway I got into reaction. It's somehow funny, you are there in the moment and recognize the symptoms of what you are doing wrong. She was constantly smiling though and I felt fine because of that.

I get back to my friend, we sit near by. We talk about him doing his first approach, and he's stuck. I like the kiddo, he's super cool, but has problems with AA, his game is fine in social circle, but on streets he gets totally confused. Anyway I tell him it's easy and open up with total random bullshit the first chick that was near us. "Hey hey, we need your opinion, we're having a discussion here... Who lies more, man or woman?" The chick replies... Execution was perfect, I could stack on from there and kept talking, but it wasn't the point in that particular moment.

We see this incredible blonde, from a far she looks like a 9. I am petrified in a way. Trying to push my friend into doing it, he doesn't want to. Fuck it, she's cool. I go in and I go in hard and keep 3 things in mind:

1. I don't fucking care what everyone thinks of me.

2. My game is fucking 10.

3. All the chicks are into me.

And I approach her directly.

"Hey I find you interesting, want to get to know you better. My name is EF."

She gives me her hand, but doesn't give me her name. She kinda gets frightened, and this is where I surprised myself! I step back and put my palms up front, like totally non aggressive. Like courtship between animals. This keeps me in game. She starts smiling. We start talking. I start busting her balls. I tell her she's shy, she says, that she's not used to meeting people on the street. At this point I figure out that she's made up for tonight, otherwise she would be 8. I tell her something about hair, complimenting her, and wonder how come other guys don't approach her, something like that and accusing her that she's seductress. I went in for the number too soon and asked her 2 more times for her name.

Damn, dunno why I did that mistake. It's not a first time that a chick doesn't tell me her name and I dealt with it in the past by giving them names I want and immediatly from there goes into role play, dunno why I fucked it up this time, doesn't matter. I keep strong eye contact and I can sense attraction spiking. She starts asking me questions.

"How old are you?"

"What do you study?"

...

And those other bullshit chodes would ask chicks.

I bust her balls, tell her she's maybe infected with swine flue and push her away from me, she giggles there.

During the entire convo, my hands are shaking a bit. I am having huge adrenaline rush, but kept it under control, feeling was insane. That feeling itself, created insane vibe. Got me under the influence of the whole thing. We talk something and she figures out that I am with my friend. And than I tell her that I can't leave him for too long, I felt stupid for leaving my friend too long alone, but it was mind fuck, stupid excuse, justified in my head, should have kept plowing. Stayed in set sooo long... I believe I was at hook point.

She asks me what's my zodiac, I tell her my zodiac, ask her hers, she tells me she's <3rd> and than I bust her that she's dangerous. She asks why, i respond, that her sign is great in bed, she starts giggling...

So in the end I got where she's university, how old she is and her zodiac sign, but still no name, nor phone number! I was too aggressive at start, where I was supposed to build attraction and cool off the harsh get in. I believe it's more suitable for clubs, rather than for streets.

At the end I kiss her in the cheek, she doesn't get away. I was inviding her personal space after 4-5 minutes of conversation. After that I am just glowing and walking on pure adrenaline.

Than some random shit on streets, nothing serious.

After all of that street gaming I get on some private party. Instantly I hook up on some 3 set. Get there initial attention and we shoot some pictures. It was maskenball and I was one of the rare ones not in the costume, I wasn't planning to go there anyway. I bust some balls in that set and at one point I start loosing things to say. I sensed some vibe between me and tenis girl (her costume). Girls give me the roll of her manager. Than it's totally off when I leave my jacket and I don't get back into the set.

From this point everything goes down. My energy level gets insanely low and I am still tired. I was busting some balls of the other people on the party. Few crappy blow outs. There was one chick dressed up as a guy, I tell her I would never figure out she is a girl. We vibe a bit, than she gets cocky, and asks me why am I not talking to other chicks and says she's hitting them all the time. She assumes I am gay and I acknowledge it and start touching her. She freaks out and stands away from me and leaves. Brings in some chode and chode starts talking to me, she says I am gay. I start touching the guy, guy gets weirded out, she gets turned on. I chat a bit with a chode. He tries to amog me, I just laugh unreactivly. It's somewhat silly I don't take it personally, assume he had too much to drink, he's dressed into football player. After that I see the chick checking me out a couple of times.

And when I am about to leave I go and say hi to tennis girl, she's really sad that I am going, that moves up my state (still Dependant on external validation) and say hi to "school teacher", who is actually a friend from high school. I bust her balls for the costume, she loves the way I kino-ed her straigh away for lower back, I think it kinda turned her on, she got super sexy in her voice. Looks way better than she usualy does.

Anyway now that I am rewinding the party I don't know why I left, but for some sillry reoson I couldn't push myself anymore out of my comfort zone. Chicks were receptive, but I was off.

One of those great days, where I pushed myself pretty hard. Proud of myself, a lot.

Just a regular day... NOT! :)

So I got really inspired by Jeffy-s new book, even though I didn't read it trough and trough, it just pushed me to approach like a mofo!

And I took a big step out of my comfort zone. I approached a chick, that is intimidating me. She's goth chick, but that kind, turns me on for some reason So I approach her go direct, just say my name, and the response is chilled. I say some stupid reason for approaching her, and she tells me her name. Think she was kinda flattered, but not interested. We started fluff talking about some books that she was looking, that were sold on the street... I was way out of my comfort zone here, but I tried to bust her balls. I ejected, went to the gym, couldn't handle the pressure and at the end she was the one to tell, was nice meeting you....

I sense how much uncalibrated I am regarding the cold approach and tons of those mind fucks that you have and that inner convo, was really low this time, so I sense progress from there.

After that, during this day I had lots of approaches. Like somebody pushed me into it. Ball busting chicks in some random conversations. Now that I am back to where I was, I know it's the right time to step the game up and go for kiss closes and numbers.

Still the guideline is Tyler and his "I don't give a fuck about what anyone else thinks of me, it's their problem"...

Someone else will deal with it, I am just gonna be myself, sexual being and assertive...

Confidence will go up during the process.

This wasn't planned, all of these approaches happened during my regular day activities. And that's what makes me kinda happy. I wasn't going to sarge or planed to approach, I just did it.

There's still loads to go, but some first steps need to be taken.

On my way back home I started ball busting some random chick, nothing special, so I didn't want to take the convo any further. But it was pro, made me feel like a king.

I had approximately 3 decent approaches and couple of crappy ones. Which is impressive for me in 1 day.

Well, since my skill level is not high enough, I will need to satisfy with fucking my girlfriend tonight, no new pussy until I start stepping the fuck up properly.

Adding value to the community!

I wanna share this book with you! Whoever wants a copy of this genuine book, should leave a comment on this post or send me an email to emotionflow13@gmail.com

It's a collection of field reports from famous Jeffy.

I will update this post when I read this book entirely but I am 100% sure that it's worth reading! I know it's gonna become a classic, like "The Game" or "The Mystery Method"!

Keep tuned for more value ;)

Chode Regression Pattern...

Why do we regress if we don't approach consistently?

After 2 months of non-approaching I again have some shit form of AA, some shit form of blockades when I am about to kiss close and things like that...

I believe that some of you guys have an explanation for this. I just don't feel well when I have drawbacks in my game it makes me feel kinda frustrated, but also keeps me in drive for trying more.

I made some moves, my verbal game is up to the task, but, that kino momment, when you need to reel in and grab a girl, make a critical move I get stuck in my head and block myself shitless. I am not 100% sure, I am not 101% decisive! How to get there? Grrrr..........

Having a gf is like a curse, rather than a buff...

06/10/2009 Blown out times... :)

This was an interesting evening. I was out with my friend who got into seduction trough me like week ago. I am thrilled by his eagerness to approach. His attraction is quite good, but he gets stuck when it's about touching a girl.

We went to some Arabic caffe to smoke some nargilas and went on to approach some chicks there. Not much of a choice so it was up to me:

"Hey girls, wanna hang out with me and my friend? It's his birthday!"

I jumped trough some hoops, which I didn't like and biggest mistake of all is that instead of bringing them to us, we came to them.

Well they invited us over and location was better, because it was more private.

And it was longest stick in the set ever. To hang out for 3 hours with some chicks we've just met is quite an epiphany for me.

I do regret that I didn't went for the kclose with the chick I liked. I choded out at the begging of the interaction that I took. Don't know for what reason. Turns out that those 2 are SF geeks and Mensa members...

At one point I needed to get out of the place for 30 minutes, my friend wanted for us to stick there. Hell even wanted to stay there himself. I didn't want that to happen. So I followed him trough.

After we came back, we got accepted with cold turkey.

It amazes me, how at one point, it can be ONNNNNNN and so fucking ONNNNNNNNN... And next momment, we're landing ground zero :) They were offended because we left or what?

I don't even care, it's never about them, it's allways about YOU!

I am not motivated enough to write this field report in detail. But I learned something about myself and that counts.

03/04/09 Field Report

I went out to some party with a friend who is kinda newbie in the game. It was some birthday and lots of girls he already knows. Lots of his girlfriends were approaching him and I was kinda hooking from there. Didn't make any approaches, but had loads of interactions.

At one point I wanted to approach one chick and instead she comes by to us. I grab her elbow and pull her in, full intent, she got scared or something. Asked her name and it's off...

Bit by bit I was halfway getting into state. Some blonde cutie hit's me remembers me from some other party 2 weeks ago. I grab her by her waist, stand there a bit, busting her that she's too aggressive. Teasing her and she's all over me. My friend does nothing to her friend and they pull out.

After a while whole bunch of them, comes to dance with us. Blondie teases my cock with her ass. It was kinda a nice, cause beside feeling good and doing nothing in particular we were surrounded by chicks.

I pull the blonde again, when she was near us, kiss her on the chick telling her that we're leaving. Grab her really close and start touching the back of her neck and keeping her really close. She puts her head on my shoulder and stays there for a while, was emotional moment to her I think.

I didn't leave my comfort zone, but it's nice feel that things are going on. Nothing in particular happened, but it left some impact on me as an event.

Need to push myself way more into cold approaching.

Which I did right after. We went after to grab some food. There was a chick behind us.

"Are you from this neighborhood?" -"Yea" -"Can you tell us where XYZ dinners is?" -"Are you busting my balls?" -"No, I am not from around here." -"Where are you from?"

At that point we got into convo, but right after we got to the place where we wanted to eat and I naturally ejected, without much thinking. Because we've arrived to the dinners we were after, invited her over, but she proceeded. Guess not enough attraction for her to stay, nor for me to pursue ;p My friend was kinda shocked how I had massive attraction right off the bat. To be frank I was kinda too. Keep myself surprising how woman are responding well to me. Kinda think how it would go if I was longer in the field, guess I am gonna find that out...

01/10/2009 Field Report

Well I won't keep this blog only as blog, it's gonna be a personal diary of seduction to an extent. After one month break I decided to get back to field, because FIELD IS KING!

Don't get me wrong, I didn't waste month, I had 2 fclose's and I got a "gf" now. Well I didn't make anything official, but I see her on consistent basis.

So after the long break I decided to get back. And I am way worse than I was before. Not externally but internally. When you are good internally even when you are bad, you are not affected by bad result, but you strive for change and learn fast.

For some reason I am really having old issues, like AA and shit like that. I still need to break my reality hardcore, not to protect my ego. I need to step up to my own level that I knew I had.

Consistency, like in the gym. Consistency is what brings results, not fucking ego protection.

I do not care what anyone thinks of me!

I had just a couple of approaches and I was blown out hard time. And I was angry about it. Anger comes from ego, which is not satisfied with the result he gets, but we are not preoccupied here with the ego, aren't we?

So EmotionFlow was born...

Lately I was reading quite a bit about Internet Marketing. And thus made a decision to spend some time into it and see how far I can get.

Idea behind this blog is to give value to the readers and to spread the words and ideas as much as I possibly can. It is about lifestyle that I am assuming.

So for starts I opened up accounts on forums on whom I was regular, on all of them with same nick, same adress and same avatar, along side with new gmail adress on whom you can freely contact me: emotionflow13@gmail.com

When you focus on woman, you need strong motivation to stick to it. This area of many males lifes is widely neglected. Woman invest Far more time on attracting man than man do on attracting woman. So instead of getting this one girl I want to be able to attract most of them into my life.

In previous past weeks I had certain sucsess in that, but than I realised that I have certain criteria around woman that are not surrounding their looks alone. My criteria are getting clearer and I am not satisfied with the first thing that drops my hands. I am trying to be quite sure that I posses the same qualities that I expect in the girls I am trying to attract.

For past half a year I was packed in a gym and dramaticly changed my look. I introduced rigorous work out regime for myself and beside the looks factor it makes me feel much better around myself, but still not good enough to massivly effect my confidence.

I ussually hit the gym 4-5 times a week, trying to modify my eating habbits and doing good job of it. Learned quite a lot about metabolism workings and nutrition, which will be some of my topics to discuss in future. All because I want to look something like this.

This day I spent at home, planning some things. Good organization is one of the pillars of sucsess. Time menagment on the long run, can make you so much free time and I want to see it for myself. Currently my organization is awful. I am just persistant around gym and writing. Work on my book is slowed down, but it will get faster I promise that to myself.

For next couple of weeks all my energy should be devouted to finishing my faculty. Diploma will give me stronger self of myself and acomplishment.

Remember, there is not enough time for us to do all those amazing things if we don't start doing them RIGHT NOW!